baby_girl_3 ([info]baby_girl_3) wrote,
@ 2005-11-16 08:56:00
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Current mood: confused

When sorry is all you can say and its not enough to cut it what do you do? All i can do is say im sorry.. i mean it.
im sorry.


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[info]hightimes_4me
2005-11-16 09:23 pm UTC (link)
hey wat the fuck is up, how have you been, i thought you were gunna stay in touch. r u still with ur dad up in canadia, you should call me some time i dont know if you still have my number my phone wont be on till friday night my number is 425-314-4440. why havent you been on in hella long. i got 2 go im in calss and its over. wait your the Anonymous that commented in my post. you better call me. it good to hear from you. try and keep in touch this time.

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-17 05:50 pm UTC (link)
i would call you but my phones out of long distance.

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[info]chay_baby
2005-11-18 04:19 pm UTC (link)
sorry is a start...not an apology.

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-18 04:34 pm UTC (link)
i know that thats why i wanted to talk to you..

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[info]apple_jello
2005-11-22 08:56 pm UTC (link)
amber ithe only thing that most people are mad about is that you left and you never kept in toch with any of us. thats all i cared about. its like we were never even friends.

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-23 12:11 am UTC (link)
i didnt want to talk to people who wouldnt listen to my side of the story.. or else i would have

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[info]foreverunspoken
2005-11-23 06:38 am UTC (link)
amber before i even figured out any of the things you lied about or didnt tell me... i never got a phone call.... after the one phone call that I made got through to you and we talked for a while i never got one returned and everytime i tried no one ever answered... that may have been the deal with your dad or whatever but it hurts that you let me slip away like that its like our friendship didnt mean anything to you.... i thougth we were close.. you told me i gave you things i couldnt hand you....we hung out almost everyday for a 2-3 weeks before you left.. not to mention built our friendship throughout the year...i made friendship blankets so you could have something of security and whenever you needed to hold onto somthing hold onto the love i put into making the blanket so i could see the smile upon your face... if you cared then why did you let me go and why didnt you try to call me even if i wasnt up for it if you cared amber you wouldnt have let anything get in the way... and thats where you went wrong... everything got in the way...i wasnt mad at you for anything but not staying in touch and leaving me clueless to how you are doing or whats going on.... and now do you even consider us friends... cause im far from knowing.....

you meant something to us.... do you not get it.... you were special and we are hurt... we dont hate you, we are hurt because we love you.... and the only reason we dont try to work things out... is because we are saving ourselves from the pain of knowing your so far away and we cant do anything about it.... we cant bring you back and its almost as if it would be harder to make things better with you and not have you near us than fighting with you and leaving it to be... i love you amber i really do.. its just painful and i cant make it better... you can try... but fait can only take its course

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-24 02:00 am UTC (link)
you dont understand whats going on you guys.. I TRIED!!! he wouldnt let me keep in touch with anyon ebecause it was "bad for me" he wouldnt even let me talk to my mom! you guys think because i made some mistakes that thats who i became..no.. thats why theyre called mistakes i learned from them..

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[info]foreverunspoken
2005-11-25 04:30 am UTC (link)
i can understand where he wouldnt let you call us i can see him doing that and to making mistakes.. yes everyone does it but its the fact at how you made the mistakes... its kinda as if the mistake you made has broughten us to assume thats who you have become because we dont have proof that your not what we think.... the only person who can change that assumtion is you and frankly it isnt possible unless a miricle happened and you were brought back to mill creek and everyone felt the same and agreed to what you said and we were willing to hear it...

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-25 04:46 am UTC (link)
k well obviously what we had means nothing and like i said shit happens.. i care what happened but whatever it doesnt matter any more..

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[info]foreverunspoken
2005-11-25 05:52 am UTC (link)
amber i admitted to you that the only reason i was so mad was because i miss you and i care about you... so quit with the " what we had means nothing..." and the " it doesnt matter anymore" bull shit.. im so sick of situations being so out of control... i tried to make you undertand amber i tried to let you know that i do still care and i tried to tell you i understood... im not going to keep trying if your not willing to put forth the effort... you never have anything to say to us.... i am trying to fix things when its not my fault its not anything i need to make up for but yet... it seems that im always left with it...

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-26 06:50 pm UTC (link)
i understand.. i was mad when i wrote that

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-26 06:49 pm UTC (link)
thats wierd that you can see him doin that because i HATE him 4 it.

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-24 02:01 am UTC (link)
by the way i still sleep with my blanket..i have ever since you gave it to me

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[info]chay_baby
2005-11-27 12:38 am UTC (link)
are you fucking kidding me?? well amber you want to really figure out whats been going on in everyones head about you since you left? what people said...what people think...everyone who will sit here and straight say that all they care aobut it you keeping in touch with them are just bull shitting there way thru the drama of this whole situation..sorry but that maybe some of it but girl there is way way more to this then what they are saying up front...walzting back into our lives after every thing that you did...all the lies you told...the shit you pulled...you placed a wool over mine and many others eyes and you just expect that everyone after listening to you "he wouldnt let m e call"
will feel sorry and forgive you NO..it aint about what happened in canada its about what hasppened here...how you let me and many others down...lied....and let go...its not right ...call me...please there is so goddamn much i gotta say and get out....then maybe....an apology will be exepted but untilyou make an effort to get thru this....nothing is going to change.

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-27 08:59 am UTC (link)
what the fuck do you think im doing?

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-27 09:03 am UTC (link)
you dont know exactly or eevn remotely close to what happened and thats what i was trying to get thru to you......fuck.. what the hell do you think im tryin to do.. and im not trying to "waltz" back in to your life.. im trying to tell you exactly what happened becasue you dont know what happpened chay you may think you do but honestly you dont okay thats why i at least wanted the chance to try and tell you..

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[info]chay_baby
2005-11-28 05:05 pm UTC (link)
and im giving you the chance right now amber...i dont know what happened..your right...i know what i heard and i hope and wish each time i think of it that its not true but come on...what am i supposed to think...oh and i called you yesterday..at your dads house...he answered and he said you still lived with him...he also gave me your address if i ever wanted to wirte you and shit....anyways...you have no room to be rude to me right now..im pissed....let me be okay..i think i have a right to be after everythign that you did...even if some of it wasnt true...a lot of it was..you hert me amber...so dont act like i have no reason to be mad..I DO....if you want to expalin it to me...please do cuz ive been waiting.

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-29 07:02 pm UTC (link)
umm chay i never EVER once said or emplied that theres no reason for you to be mad.. not once!

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[info]shawtyee
2005-11-29 06:38 pm UTC (link)
Amber Rae..when you get the chance, will you please call my cell phone. Im not going to yell or bitch, i just want to talk. Im sick of losing friends when they leave. It was a reason to get mad, but not be a reason we arent friends anymore. I want to know whats going on, and not make things back to normal but just understand whats happening. Please call me Amber.

- If you dont remember my cell..its (425)750 8697

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-29 07:01 pm UTC (link)
kk ill call you but like after nine kuz thats when my mins are free.

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[info]baby_girl_3
2005-11-30 10:52 am UTC (link)
well since we didnt talk last night you can call me tonight if you'd like.. kenzies got the #..

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